probably lots of reasons, but I can certainly see someone who's used to having anything they want at any time also wanting to be put to sleep (pardon the term) whenever they want as well. if all of your life is 'on demand', why wouldn't sleep be as well?
You can get addicted to propofol, and some people who self harm frequently and severely report the propofol as one factor for their continued self harm. (although it's often only one of many factors).
Arguably the most talented and most troubled child prodigy/musical genius of all time. Obvious trauma right off the top would be a childhood of physical/sexual abuse combined with an unprecedented level of early fame and success.