I'd never call you a loser for building stuff in the world. Never. I think that's fantastic and wish you the best in your endeavors. Additionally, if you were to drop me a line and asked something I could lend a hand with, I'd do what I could.

I think weakness and mediocrity sucks, and it's worth fighting to transcend the weak/mediocre elements of ourselves that we all have. But I'd never look down on someone for building, I'd never call someone moving forwards a loser, never. Best wishes in your endeavors.