Honestly this just sounds like me when I first encountered coding puzzles like project euler / leetcode and interview challenge practice problems. I made up excuses like this because I simply didn't want to spend time on lower level problems and instead wanted to feel good sticking to my high level application comfort zone.
I eventually learned to like solving lower level problems and I'm much better off for it. And these days I can tell people who haven't paid their dues because the only solutions they ever come up with are slow quadratic ones no matter the occasion.
No, building your own text editor, compiler, OS, ray tracer is not going to make you a worse engineer nor keep you from learning how to google and evaluate libraries or think critically, nor are those things reserved for an engineer who isn't building those things.
I eventually learned to like solving lower level problems and I'm much better off for it. And these days I can tell people who haven't paid their dues because the only solutions they ever come up with are slow quadratic ones no matter the occasion.
No, building your own text editor, compiler, OS, ray tracer is not going to make you a worse engineer nor keep you from learning how to google and evaluate libraries or think critically, nor are those things reserved for an engineer who isn't building those things.